This Should Get me the Porn Searchers
On Perry and Bleecker right now. I thought this was a fake new store, for a movie set, but now I’m thinking it might be a real store. Which I won’t be able to afford to shop at.
Meanwhile, even though I was not motivated, I made myself work on the two things I needed to yesterday, so yay me! Then I got two rejection-type things in email, so not-yay me! THEN, today, when I weighed myself I weighed the exact same as last month (I only weigh myself once a month). This was after increasing the number of times I go to the gym every week, and the intensity of my workout. So, wtf?? Since killing myself didn’t work, this month I will try an easier, but longer workout. If that doesn’t work, then I’m going to accept that this is my weight now and only do this for health reasons, which will probably change which things I decide to keep doing.