Relentlessly older. Someday we’ll all be the kind of people kids will make crypt-keeper jokes about. Except it’s a reference that may be gone by that time. Ha! Like being that old is SO far away the cultural references of today will be wiped out! Hahaha. Right.
Anyway, I’m doing everything I can to make sure I don’t feel blue next week. My apartment is spruced up, I’m spruced up. You wouldn’t believe all the work I put into trying to sell my book every day. It’s insane. But it’s crucial to my future. I’m also doing everything I can to fix whatever I’m unhappy with about myself, therapy, meditation, eating well, exercising, etc., etc., etc. And more etc.
It’s all so on June 3rd, if nothing else, I feel some sense of peace. Meanwhile, I still fantasize about getting a dog.